Sa wakas, nakahanap din ng blog site, kase i am an aspiring blogger. I just wanna share my thoughts and ideas to the human world. I am Raymond signing in as RayGa (RAYmond GAcusan), now you got it. Who is RayGa? A typical 23 year old guy who works as a Nurse in a Government Hospital (don't ask what hospital coz It sucks!!). I graduated in a well-known school here in Angeles City. I am a bad-ass in the family. A rude son who always argue with his mom. (I hate it when we do argue) , A friendly fella who loves enjoying with friends. A sex addict (at times) but just 60% naughty as what I got in a facebook personality quiz. A funny guy for those who know me. A libra by nature who seeks equality yeah as what libra is. A music lover who updates hmself into new RnB, hip-hop or Pop songs. A techy homo sapien, who enjoy the net as his own world. A member of Facebook, friendster, twitter etc. Being me it ain't easy..j.ust listen to "Superman" by Five for Fighting, that's me.
Today, I felt good I went out with Jessica, a friend in college. We eat at Max resto and talk a lot. Di ko alam kung bakit ang mga gaya niya e nagmamahal sa mga "Dysfunctional Guy". Pareho lang kami, we loved but then we get hurt many times. It's been a long struggle for her to hold on with the relationship. Para bang the guy was taking her for granted. All i know is that sobrang suwerte na nung guy na yun having her as a gf. Well, sabi nga nila, "You'll never know what you get until it's gone". I empathized her so much, alam ko ang feeling kapag you are giving the best for the person you love but they don't realize. Many tears had been shed for those hard times in her life. I can see it through her eyes. More than what she told me, there was a "broken" in my friend's heart.
Pero talagang "martir" siya. Mahala parin niya kahit na nasasaktan na siya. Hindi ko naman siya masisisi. Ako rin naman dumaan sa ganun. Ang gusto lang ay ma-aappreciate at masuklian ang pagmamahal. Tanung ko nga sa kanya, "Anu pa bang worst thing na gagawin ng Bf nya bago siya tuluyang bumitaw?" But she didn't answer. I know how she felt thinking about the question.
Kahit na ganun man ang sitwasyon niya, nag-enjoy parin kami. I hope people here will love my thoughts just enjoy. There's more of me.
Yah....we had it. We enjoyed the night...the night where all of us must say our goodbyes. Ate jess and Yan will be leaving for the US. For sure, all of us will miss them. I enjoyed the party, there was lots of food and we really miss singing. Thank you for that "Magic sing" we had fun. Buti na lang hindi bumalik si Bagyong Ondoy lol!!! There was Ron and KK, nurses from Garcia, Micah, the call center, Tep, a beloved angel, gege and his twin bro, Ate jess and Yan, Gian, and erin. Hope to have a party again. We will miss you guys.
